give me time..

and for now please give me time to think these words..you did get my heartbroken..somehow I suddenly feel like,,hmmm..do not know how you want to say more..I just kept pray that god gave strength to face this test of my heart..I doubt it..I love you..but for me the opportunity to be alone..many things..and I should think I have solved many problems..if you are in my..you will feelhow I feel today..very sad..I have not suddenly tired, let us all..shortness of breath yesterday..God bless..I today all I pleased..I just want to own onlytemporarily this time..hope you understand..love you